Thursday, October 26, 2006


When I'm on stage, I have to do many contradictory things at once. I have to let myself go and control myself at the same time. I have to imagine what I am going to do and at the same time listen what I have done and react to it. It needs a split personality on many levels.

Saturday, October 21, 2006



I
Hear the sledges with the bells
Silver bells!
What a world of merriment their melody foretells!
How they tinkle, tinkle, tinkle,
In the icy air of night!
While the stars that oversprinkle
All the heavens, seem to twinkle
With a crystalline delight;
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the tintinnabulation that so musically wells
From the bells, bells, bells, bells,
Bells, bells, bells
From the jingling and the tinkling of the bells.

II
Hear the mellow wedding bells,
Golden bells!
What a world of happiness their harmony foretells!
Through the balmy air of night
How they ring out their delight!
From the molten-golden notes,
And an in tune,
What a liquid ditty floats
To the turtle-dove that listens, while she gloats
On the moon!
Oh, from out the sounding cells,
What a gush of euphony voluminously wells!
How it swells!
How it dwells
On the Future! how it tells
Of the rapture that impels
To the swinging and the ringing
Of the bells, bells, bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells,bells,
Bells, bells, bells
To the rhyming and the chiming of the bells!

III
Hear the loud alarum bells
Brazen bells!
What a tale of terror, now, their turbulency tells!
In the startled ear of night
How they scream out their affright!
Too much horrified to speak,
They can only shriek, shriek,
Out of tune, In a clamorous appealing to the mercy of the fire,
In a mad expostulation with the deaf and frantic fire,
Leaping higher, higher, higher,
With a desperate desire,
And a resolute endeavor,
Now - now to sit or never,
By the side of the pale-faced moon.
Oh, the bells, bells, bells!
What a tale their terror tells of Despair!
How they clang, and clash, and roar!
What a horror they outpour
On the bosom of the palpitating air!
Yet the ear it fully knows,
By the twanging,
And the clanging,
How the danger ebbs and flows:
Yet the ear distinctly tells,
In the jangling,
And the wrangling,
How the danger sinks and swells,
By the sinking or the swelling in the anger of the bells
Of the bells
Of the bells, bells, bells,bells,
Bells, bells, bells
In the clamor and the clangor of the bells!
IV
Hear the tolling of the bells
Iron Bells!
What a world of solemn thought their monody compels!
In the silence of the night,
How we shiver with affright
At the melancholy menace of their tone!
For every sound that floats
From the rust within their throats is a groan.
And the people - ah, the people
They that dwell up in the steeple,
All Alone
And who, tolling, tolling, tolling,
In that muffled monotone,
Feel a glory in so rolling
On the human heart a stone
They are neither man nor woman
They are neither brute nor human
They are Ghouls:
And their king it is who tolls;
And he rolls, rolls, rolls, rolls
A paean from the bells!
And his merry bosom swells
With the paean of the bells!
And he dances, and he yells;
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the paean of the bells
Of the bells:
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the throbbing of the bells
Of the bells, bells, bells
To the sobbing of the bells;
Keeping time, time, time,
As he knells, knells, knells,
In a happy Runic rhyme,
To the rolling of the bells
Of the bells, bells, bells:
To the tolling of the bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells, bells
Bells, bells, bells
To the moaning and the groaning of the bells.
~The Bells by Edgar Allan Poe~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Ronin is a hard rock band based in Singapore consisting of five members. They are renowned for their entertaining live performances and being one of the few high profile rock bands in the Singapore music scene.
Their debut album Do or Die (Universal Music) has received rave reviews by local press.
Here's Levan (vocals/guitar) and Sean (guitar) singing One More Moment at Cancer Warriors Project Launch.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Singapore, heard that?

Sunday, October 08, 2006



Why, at about this time of year is there one solitary fly that refuses to die or be downed? No amount of swiping and splatting seems to phase it. Each time you fight the battle, you try hitting it with all your available weaponry: journals, jacket, towel, magazines, bare hands, books (particlularly: Story of O by Pauline Reage) This huge, juicy, black fly comes to buzz around your head; the fly with the secret of eternal life, perhaps. Sometimes, it'll bring along a good friend or two, in hope to feast on some delicious fruits rotting in my room. Maybe I should name It as Itty, please don't ask why (maybe it's a children's thing) but Itty is alive and well and buzzing around here like a very annoying old friend.
Wishing I were in Paris for Fafi's Colette show.







Tuesday, October 03, 2006



Its really funny how insecure people turns out to be the most arrogant.

Monday, October 02, 2006


Here's some girlie goodnesss:





Someday, when I have my own apartment, I really need to fill one room with all the design pieces and things I've been longing for. The girly, vintage, flowery stuff within my own living space.